"Merry Christmas.
That's what people say at Christmas, right?
Except normally they have someone to say it to.
They have friends and family,
and they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
and they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
I didn't speak to a single person today.
I thought, why should I ruin their fucking Christmas?
I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons;
One, I have no friends left.
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.

It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucking life.

Nobody would believe the shit that happens inside my head, it's haunted.
Now that I've come down from the drugs
it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed somebody.
Or better yet, myself."


Från Sixx AM's första platta, som jag lyssnade en hel del på när den kommit ut. Eller ja, den var väl mer ett soundtrack till The Heroin Diaries, men boken har jag faktiskt aldrig läst. Kanske ska göra det? Är den bra? Såklart den är.
Det är bland annat såna här texter som får en att inse hur dåligt det är med droger.